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Monday 31 October 2011

The Script - Nothing


Nothing
by : The Script







Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step i take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure


And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

Monday 24 October 2011

How can I move on ?

"How can I move on when I'm still in love with you ?" Itu potongan lirik the man who can't bw moved - the script. Ya kalo versi gue sih " the girl who can't be moved" *haaaaah, apaan coba* ‎​​(¬_¬)

Back to topic....... Jadi gini, lo lo lo semua masih inget kan yah sama si itu tuh si "A" ? Pada tau ga ? Masa yah sampe sekarang gue belom bisa stop mikirin dia. Ya lo taulah gimana seringnya gue ketemu sama dia. Dari mulai kelas dia pindah di deket kelas gue, sering ketemu dikantin dan masih banyak lagi. Tau ga ? Gue bingung.bimbang.dilemma. *oke calm down*. Kenapa sih mau move aja susah bgt ? Gue udah coba beberapa kali, gue udah sampe ngapus semuanya tapi alhasil...........gue ga bisa ngelupain dia dan sampe suatu kejadian gue manggil pacar gue itu dengan sebutan nama si "A". Astaga, disitu gue sempet mikir, kasian pacar gue. Masa iya sekarang gue udah jadian sama dia, tp pikiran gue masih ke masa lalu aja. Gue ga habis fikir aja, kok bisa bisanya sih gue kaya gitu sama pacar gue sendiri ? Jelas jelas dia udah baik bgt sama gue, dia udah bisa nerima gue apa adanya dan apakah pantes balasan yang gue kasih ke dia kaya gitu ? Aaaaah (╥﹏╥)

Pokoknya sekarang gue harus bisa terbiasa tanpa si "A", inget ren.... Fendy mau dikemanain ? Dia udah dateng kehidup gue, dia udah coba bantu gue buat move on dan dari diri gue sendiri emang harus ada niatnya. I'm sorry for everything fen, I swear I'm gonna love you tilll the end.




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Wednesday 19 October 2011

Qoutes of the day

"Melupakan masa lalu itu ga semudah seperti membalikan telapak tangan.Walaupun kita udah sama yang lain, tp masa lalu itu akan tetap ada"
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Tuesday 18 October 2011

speechless

halooooooooooooooooooo.. lo lo lo semua tau ga ?kemaren gue dapet sms kaya gini dari pacar gue. jujur smsnya itu ngebuat gue ngefly banget, ngebuat gue ngerasa beryntung punya pacar kaya dia ♥♥♥


Saturday 15 October 2011

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY



HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 1STMONTH


Ya..... Hari ini moment special gue sama fendy. Ga terasa kita udah sebulan aja , perasaan baru jadian kemaren deh -_- Oke selama sebulan ini, susah seneng gembira sedih kita lewatin bareng bareng. Gue akuin fendy itu sabar banget gadepin orang kaya gue.Gue seneng punya sosok pacar kaya dia, ya gue fikir mungkin itu yang terbaik yang dikasih sama Allah. :3
Yap, walaupun gitu , kadang kadang sifat kekanak kanakan kita sering bgt keluar waktu berantem. Kadang malah enggak mau ngalah. Kejadian itu.......... muncul saat awak bulan ini..

1 OKTOBER 2011

Oke, gue akuin.. saat itu gue benerbener lagi ngedown. Gue keinget sama si "a" dan alhasil gue nangis danga ngasih kabar ke fendy. dia sms tp ga gue bales, dia telfon tp gue reject dan tiba tiba saat gue liat TL nya fendy............ lo tau apa yang terjadi ? dia ngeDM si "a" itu! Shocked bgt lah. gue langsung marah marah sama fendy. Gue sebel, bete, males! Akhirnya ada beberapa hari kita enggak komunikasian-______________- dan setelah itu dia yang pertama minta maaf ke gue .

11OKTOBER 2011

Si Fendy tiba tibaga ngabarin gue duluan, oke gue akhirnya cuma sms dia ngingetin semuanya dan itupun enggak ada respon dari dia, okelah... gue juga ga sms dia ga kasih kabar ke dia. Tiba tiba dia nelfon gue dan marah marah. apa coba -______- Sebenernya sempet gondok sih, tapi saat itu gue sabar sabarin aja


13 OKTOBER 2011
MANTANNYA FENDY SMS GUE............gue speechless.gue mau bilang fendy tapi gue takut. ya udah karna fendy itu pacar gue, dangue emang harus terbuka sama dia. Akhirnya gue kasih tau ke dia dan gue tau dari temennya fendy. He said "SHE'S STILL LOVING FENDY RE". Gue mau nangis. gatau harus gimana. Fendy akhirnya minta gue buat ketemuan sama mantannya itu, tapi gue gamau. Yaudah akhirnya dijelasin semuanya dan semuanya clear.
Gue baik lagi sama dia.

tanggal 14 dia sms gini




TODAY. 15 OKTOBER 2011.....

Awalnya gue bingung. kenapa tiba tiba dia jadi berubah kaya gini. Saat otw gue sama dia diemdieman aja. Dia bawa gue kerumah temennya, yaudah akhirnya kita disitu beberapa saat. Gue nunggu di dalem mobil dan saat di amasuk kemobil lagi, kita langsung pergi lagi. Gue gatau tuh dimana, pokoknya masih di daerah lebak bulus. Gue sama dia stop difoodcourt tuh. Oke setelah udah pesen makana, katanya si fendy mau ke mobil. ngambil barang yang ketinggalan....oke gut tunggu beberapa lama dia belom dateng juga. Hampir 20 menitan gue nungguin dia, tp dia belom balik juga. Disana gue bener bener serasa mau nangis, tapi malu. DAN tiba tiba......................................................... Fendy dateng bawa gitar sambil nyanyi, temenya bawa cup cake dari belakang. Disitu gue benerbener di buat ngefly bgt sama dia. SENENG, MAU NANGIS, TERHARU. campur aduk jadi satu. akhirnya gue nangis,terharu bgt. Fendy langsung meluk gue, dia cium kening gue :3

Fendy : " maaf aku cuma bisa kasih ini, aku bingung mau kasih kamu apa"

Gue :" .........................."

Fendy : " aku sayang kamu ren , bagi aku kamu segalanya"

Gue : " aku juga fen, aku ga mau kehilangan kamu. Aku mau kamu ada selamanya di kehidupan aku"*langsung meluk fendy*

YA TUHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HARI INI GUE BENER BENER NGERASA BERUNTUNG PUNYA PACAR KAYA FENDY.... FENDI ROMANTIS BGT.

DAN INI CUP CAKENYA............