A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

LIKE WE USED TO
by : ARTTM





I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to

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What the.... Kebangun pas lagi tidur itu enggak enak banget. Apalagi kalo jam segini .____. Sendirian dikamar, uring uringan kaya orang bego. Oke, jujur sih gue kangen sama anak anak X2, mereka hari ini bakalan perpisahan ke puncak, dan gue gak ikuuuut :"( nyesek ga tuh ? Iyalah nyesek.. Padahal pengen bgt ikuuut , tp karna nenek gue lagi sakit ya udahlah gpp.

Ga terasa 3 hari ga ketemu dia dan gue kangeeeen banget, tp gak tau deh dia kangen apa enggak sama gue. Aaah sumpah kangen, pengen banget yang namanya ngeliat dia, dibikin ketawa sama tingkah konyolnya dia. Pengen banget yaAllah (˘̩̩̩.˘̩ƪ) .

Just for you

listen to me for not more than a minute

let me find a word that depict a moment

moment to share, moment to just giving

without ask any return

I'd like we have a very long talk

about our very long journey before eventually we met

i want you to make a wonderful story or even poem

telling me what your life going through

because i am kindly dislike you to share it with another stranger

who don't care or don't deserve to listen

because of me, because only i am who would listen carefully

to what you said, to your suggest or command

I don't like you sharing it into your active social network

because the world won't understand what you've been experienced

just tell me,,tell me the truth without lying

i would be so glad if you think i am the best one who would listen

don't worry, cos i will always in the same place from where you usually see

i 'll keep waiting

my self keep standing

for you, the priciest one who deserve to be wait

#randomvoice

love,

irene

CINTAPUCCINO

"Pernah kebayang enggak sih sama lo, Lin ? Nimo yang dari SMA gue obsesiin setengah mati yang gue sendiri enggak tau kenapa perasaan gue enggak pernah berubah sama dia. Nimo yang untuk pertama kalinya gue ngeliat dia kalo gue tau gue bakal cinta mati sama dia Lin, tapi dia enggak tau itu.Dan sekarang tiba-tiba dia dateng pas gue mau kawin sama Raka. Dimana gue udah mikir hidup gue bakal sempurna banget karna gue punya cowok kaya Raka. Terus tiba tiba dia bilang kalo dia sayang sama gue, kalo dia nyariin gue selama ini dia cinta sama gue" - CINTAPUCCINO

#Dear YOU

what the hell............... Mau lo apa sih ? Mau lo tuh sebenernya apa ? Udah dua hari nyuekin gue abis abisan. Gak nyapa gue abis abisan. Tatapan muka iya. Ketemu dia ? Seringlah orang satu kelas !! Tapi , buat nyapa atau sekedar say hello doang enggak!. Yaampun bener bener keterlaluan banget yaaah..... Kenapa sih lo kaya gini sama gue ? Selalu dateng abis itu langsung pergi gitu aja, tanpa sebab... Salah gue apa sih ? Apa gue salah suka sama lo ?
Sumpah ya, gue gak abis pikir banget lo tega gini sama gue. Lo tau ga apa yang gue rasain ? Lo tau gak gimana sakitnya gue dengan sifat lo yang kaya gini ? Kalo emang mau lo cuma kaya gini, mending dari awal aja kita gak pernah kenal, gak pernah deket. Sakit tau.. Coba deh bayangin , gimana perasaan lo kalo ada di posisi gue ? Diberi harapan dan diberi embel embel palsu dibelakangnya. Ngenes bgt kan? SANGAT !!

Gue bener-benr keabisan akal, kayak orang bego. Gue enggak tau harus gimana? apa harus ngelupain lo dan move on atau harus nunggu gak jelas kayak gini ? ?

"LO GAK TAU KALO GUE GAK BISA LUPAIN LO DAN GUE GAK MAU KEHILANGAN LO"

#Dear YOU

Dear you, why don't you reply my feeling? it's so hurt.

Dear you, why don't you love me? it's so painful.

Dear you, have you ever remember me like I remember you? it's so sad.

Dear you, have you ever miss me like I miss you? it's so sick.

Dear you, what's wrong if I want to be by your side? but I'm wondering how.

Dear you, is it so weird if I love you? it's so fantastic.

PARIS :D I WANNA LIVE IN THERE

bonjour! I wanna post something about Paris. if you hear someone say "Paris", I know you certainly think about Eiffel tower, or Notre Dame. but,in Paris,many place that you can visit.for example,you can visit Arc de triomphe de I'Étoile. Arc de triomphe is be located in Chaillot hill.Arc de triomphe is so beautiful and popular. although I never go to Arc de triomphe,but when I saw it in the photo,I like it.Arc de triomphe was finished after people build it during 2 years.oh ya,the meaning of Arc de triomphe is victory gate.because,the people build it after Napoleon Bonaparte win the war.i wanna go to Paris and see Arc de triomphe :-)
next,Seine river is the interesting place,too.Seine river is beautiful and amazing. Seine river split Paris city to be 2 part: North Paris and South Paris. "Seine" is originated by Latin language,Sequanus.
besides Arc de triomphe and Seine river,many place in Paris that you can visit.but I don't want to post it now because I'm tired haha-_-. i wish someday i can go to Paris and see many interesting place.because, Paris is my dream since i was child.i always wish and hope if someday i can go to Paris.if i can do it,it's mean i can reach my dreams!yeah haha.i still do my habit since i was child: always dreaming about Paris.it's happens until now haha-_-.i hope i just not dreaming about Paris,but i hope i can make my dreams to be real,AMIN. i know someday i can go to Paris! yeah i know i can do it! :-D

Eiffel tower in the evening.so beautiful :-)

i wished i can go to Eiffel tower to see the fireworks

a girl in Eiffel tower.i love her style and her clothes!
a couple at Eiffel tower in the night.so romantic haha :-)

HOLIDAAAY............. I'M COMMING :D

my fucking exam is end... Oh my... I'm really happy because i never ever wake up early morning for some weeks... WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!
Btw, i'll miss him so much , can we holiday together babe ? *ah LOL!! I'M SO FCKIN LOVE WITH HIM *

back to topic dude.....

I'll do everythings... everyday full of browsing, playing, singing, uploading, reading and hang out. or maybe i'll go with him for one day. yeah i wish :)

DAMN!!! Hair Tutorials

One of my favorite bloggers, JOANNA GODDART been posting quite a lot hair tutorials. Very useful when you have medium to long hair and completely useless for a girl who just cut her hair rather short (read: yours truly).

Speaking of which, I originally wanted a pixie cut. I really really really wanted a pixie cut. And I’ve heard numerous things from numerous people, most of them had this "disapproving" look on their faces. I have rather chubby cheeks and a square jaw and not a very pointy chin. I love Jessica Stroup’s pixie cut. I think it’d suit my much better, especially since I’d love to style it. 10 minutes before cutting my hair, my husband forbade me to do pixie cut *supersadface*. He doesn't want his hair longer than mine. Gah!!! So, my hair now is just plain classic short bob, the shortest I could get. Boo! I hope someday he'd change his mind!! *fingerscrossed* #istillhavehope #believe.

Jessica Stroup

Back to topic, hair tutorials... so I'm going to try these chic hairstyles once my hair grows long (again)! What do you think? Which one your favorite?

Messy French Bun

Braided Top Bun

Messy Side Ponytail

Holiday Hair

Hair Knot

A Braided Crown

so freaking cute outfits

Have I mentioned I love her style?

Pemberi Harapan Palsu

Itu judul yang bener bener spontan banget...

Lagi dengerin lagu tiba tiba di otak gue ada lewat kata -kata" Pemberi Harapan Palsu itu enggak punya perasaan banget"
Ya beneeeer.. mereka gak punya perasaan banget. Tega-teganya memberi harapan yang membuat kita berandai-andai dan tega-teganya memberi embel "PALSU" dibelakang harapan itu . Kurang ajar bener kan.................

BACA AJA LIRIK LAGU INI

RAPUH (Joeniar Arief)

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
pakai lapisan tipis air yang beku
Sentuhan lembut kan hancurkan aku

Walaupun cinta tak sempurna
menghampiriku seketika
Ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
masih terasa luka dimasa lalu
Ku pernah mencintai sepenuh hati
Namun cinta itu pergi lagi

Dan ku terluka luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

Kau ingin tunjukan kepada dunia
tak hanya ada karena masa lalu
tapi masih ada harapan bagi yang baru

Kau tawarkan ku sejuta harapan
namun kenangan itu tak pernah hilang
Ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
masih terasa luka dimasa lalu
Ku pernah mencintai sepenuh hati
Namun cinta itu pergi lagi

Dan ku terluka luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

Kau datang bagai hujan
basahi tanah hati
Tapi kau lihat sediri luka iniii…

Dan ku terluka luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

"…kau tawarkan ku sejuta harapan namun kenangan itu tak pernah hilang dan ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku…"

Harapan semu…

Ketika dia datang dalam hidupku. Sejuta harapan selalu memenuhi memoriku. Dia
memberikannya dengan mudah seperti mengobral harapan dan ternyata
harapan itu palsu. Kucoba untuk tetap bertahan, tapi akhirnya ku rapuh
jua. Beribu harapan tertimbun hingga ku tak kuasa menopangnya. Kau
membuatku melambung jauh di awan-awan. Sekejap kau jatuhkan diriku
dalam puing-puing reruntuhan hati. Kejam…

Kenapa harapan itu kau berikan padaku?!? Toh..akhirnya sirna, bagai matahari yg ditelan bumi dalam senja sore.

Mungkin aku terlalu melankolis. Mungkin aku terlalu membebani pikiranku…

Benar-benar rapuh… hatiku yg lembut menjadi sembab karena goresan luka…

Perihh…

*speechless
*bingung
*gak tau harus nulis apa




~sekian beybeeh~

Question about heart.

"i love you..."

That's the last sentence that came from his mouth just view minutes before to me. At that moment, i was thinking to say, "i love you too.."

But then, i was thinking again. If i say that, will it be enough? For him, maybe that's all he wants to hear.

But for me, it's not enough..

I've said it to one person before. I thought it was enough. But then, it doesn't even mean anything now.

For this guy, that already gave his soul for me.. his heart.. Should i say the same thing to this guy as the word that i've said to the previous person?

I don't think so.

I think the words, "i love you too" is not enough to express what i feel.

But the problem is, i can't find the right words to say to him.

Should i say, "i'm all about you baby.." ?

Umm, No. It's to bias for me and i'm just too idealist to say that.

There's no such of thing like that.

There's "i'm all about..me." hahaha.

Enough of idealistic.

I still can't find the proper words for him.

Not that i don't love him, or don't appreciate what he feels to me.

I do love him.

It's just, i think it's not enough for me.

He's worth more than that.

I've learnt. From my prev relationship, i was like all about him. But then i realize, it blinds me.

All about someone... is not good.

For this guy, i feel..it's not just love.

It's worth more than that.

I don't feel that i have to be with him.

I just feel that, i will be happy with him.

I think it's good not to be all about someone. Cause by not all about someone, you wont feel too much.

Vice versa, you will feel that you don't have to be with him. No push of anything.

But, by feel that you don't have to, you will find the honesty of your own feeling.. of your own heart.

That's what i feel for him.

I'm free of being who i am. Free to control my own heart.

And my heart is telling me that,

i will be happy with him.

But another question remains.

Is this enough for him?

You = Penyita waktuku

YaTuhaaaaaaan.... Gue gak bisa lagi ngebohongin perasan gue terus-terusan. Jujur capek banget kalo terus terusan begini. Apa dia enggak sama sekali memperdulikan perasaan gue sedikitpun ? Apa dia enggak pernah respect sama perasaan gue ? Apa dia enggak coba sedikitpun berfikir gimana perasaan gue ? Percaya atau tidak semakin hari perasaan cinta gue buat lo masih besar, walaupun tidak bisa dipikir dengan logika. Sudah terlalu banyak waktu yang gue buang hanya buat memikirkan dia. Siang dan Malam. Atau bisa dibilang SETIAP SAAT.

Tuhan, bisakah Kau sampaikan perasaanku ini terhadapnya, kemudian Kau juga berikan dia perasaaan yang sama seperti aku mencintainya ?

Atau Bagaimana kalau gue mencoba melupakannya ? Ah udah gue bilang, gue ga bisa. Mau dicoba beberapa kali pun gue tetep gak bisa. Tolooong Tuhan.... Untuk kali ini saja bantu aku.

SINZ- SALAH

SALAH
by : SINZ


Termaksud diriku dekati kamu
karena jiwaku cintai kamu
kau yang dulu mencoba dekati aku
buat ku terlena kata cintamu..

kau membuatku merasa ku memilikimu
kau membuatku merasa kau mencintaiku

Ternyata ku salah menilai dirimu
Kufikir selama ini kau mencintai aku
Saat ku menyatakan hati ini
Kau akhirnya menghancurkan segalanya

kau membuatku merasa ku memilikimu
kau membuatku merasa kau mencintaiku

Lirik yang singkat, tetapi sangat menyentuh hati. Betul ? Setiap remaja pasti pernah mengalami hal seperti lirik di atas. Tidak memandang pria atauwanita, pasti pernah diberikan harapan palsu oleh seseorang. Ngeneskah ? Bagi yang emang betul- betul lagi ngerasain yang namanya di beri harapan palsu mending langsung download lagu ini .. Be rock guys :D

CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD SINZ - SALAH

Hey Kamu Terlihat tapi Tak Tersentuh :">

Sebenarnya aku bingung , bingung entah apa yg ada di benakku hingga aku bisa memikirkan mu seperti itu , sesungguhnya itu membuatku gilaaa benar- benar gila .. tak tahu apa yg ada dihatiku .. hatiku selalu berdetak kencang sekali saat aku bertatapan denganmu ! sungguh aku ingin sekali untuk menghancurkan rasa-rasa itu .. tapi kamu selalu saja ada ketika ku. Sudah bisa melupakanmu , menjauhimu. Tapi justru kau selalu ada

Ya tuhan tolongg aku ! aku ingin melupakan semua ini. tidak ada lagi seseorang pria yg selalu terngiang-ngiang didalam benak ku ini .. sungguh ya tuhannn >> dia membuatku gilaaa setiap dia memanggilku rasanya itu membuatku senang , tpi aku tidak tahu apakah itu hanya suka atau CINTA. Rasanya mustahil jika aku CINTA dengannya .. itu tak akan mungkin … sungguh ya Tuhan ak ingin sekali untuk bisa jauh dengannya , berbagai cara telah aku lakukan tapi kenapa di otak ku hanya dia , di hatiku pun seperti itu , aku tidak tahan .. karena semakin lama rasa itu akan membuatku tersiksa aku hanya ingin melupakannya dan hidup seperti pelajar lain yg bersekolah hanya untuk belajar dan meraih cita-cita yg tinggi … aku ingin seperti itu lagi. Tapi sekarangapa aku di sekolah tidak tenang entah mengapa tapi rasanya hatiku. Selalu saja takut , gelisah , malu , senang , dan perih. Itu karena aku tidak tahan untuk melihatnya Tuhan, Melihatnya secara langsung. Itu justru benar- benarmembuatku sangat gila.

Aku selalu ingat disaat dia memanggil namaku , tapi aku sakit saat dia cuek atau jutek dan pura-pura tak mengenalku padahal aku tahu DIA BUKAN SIAPA-SIAPA AKU itu yg selalu aku ingat jika ak ingin menangis karena menigingatnya..

Aku selalu menangis , tidak tahu tiba-tiba air mataku langsung menetes .. entah kenapa ? yg aku tahu aku hanya sakit … aku selalu memohon kpd – MU ya allah agar aku bisa lepas dari bayangannya. aku tak mau ada sakit , ada tangis , ada pedih karena mengingatnya terus. aku ingin berusaha tapi kenapa selalu gagal. Harus bagaimana lagi Tuhan ? apakah aku harus pindah sekolah hanya untuk menghindar darinya ..

Aku selalu berfikir APA DIA SUKA DENGAN AKU ? tapi aku selalu mengelak dan mencegah omongan ku itu sendiri .. karena aku tahu , itupun sangat tak berarti untuknya !!

Aku tahu dia tidak menyukaiku , tapi aku pun juga akan mengelak dan menolak jika hatiku berbicara seperti itu

Aku bingung. Apa yang harus aku lakukan untuk melupakan mu atau hanya sekedar menghapus harapanku yang terlalu berlebihan terhadapmu.

Bagaimana ? Apa yang harus ku lakukan ?

Pertanyaan itu selalu terbayang olehku.Setiap saat.Aku tidak tau, dalam hal ini siapa yang harus disalahkan ? Tuhan ? Aku atau Kamu ? Aku tau cinta itu tidak pernah terduga. Cinta seperti maling. Datang kapan saja, tanpa diketahui. Stoooooop ! Aku terpaku menatap layar monitor ini, pentingkah kalau aku menulis ini semua untukmu ? Pentingkah kalau aku tidak bisa melupakanmu ? Tuhan, kali ini aku memang sudah teramat bodoh, bahkan kebodohanku ini pantas ditertawakan. Aku bingung Tuhan. Kenapa perasaan ini tercipta untuk kamu yang jelas- jelas tidak menganggapku sama sekali. Ya ampun....kenapa seperti ini jadinya ? Tau kah kau apa yang aku rasakan ? Mengharapkan yang tidak pasti. Apa kau tau bahwa itu membuatku benar-benar sangat terpukul.Hey kamu, tidakkah kau sadar seberapa besar usahaku untuk itu ? Tidakkah kau memberikan sedikit perasaan lembutmu itu terhadapku ? Dan dengan bodohnya aku menulis ini sambil berharap kau akan menjadi milikku, hey kamu Pangeran otak udang ku :">




with love

Irene