JRA - YOU AND I ♥♥♥

YOU AND I
BY : J.R.A



Hi
Girl, you just caught my eye
thought I should give it a try
and get your name and your number
go grab some lunch and eat some cucumbers

WHY, DID I SAY THAT?
I don't know why.
But you're smilin' and it's something' I like
on your face, yeah it suits you
Girl, we connect like we have bluetooth

I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
And this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add than subtract

You and I
could be like Sonny and Cher
honey and bears
You and I
could be like Aladdin and Jasmine
lets make it happen

La La's

Hey
How've you been?
I know that it's been awhile.
Are you tired 'cause you've been on my mind
runnin' thousand and thousands of miles
Sorry, I know that line's outta style
but you
you look so beautiful on this starry night
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/j.r.a.-lyrics/you-and-i-lyrics.html ]
loving the way the moonlight catches your eyes and your
smile
I'm captivated
your beauty is timeless never outdated

I don't know why
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add than subtract

You and I
could be like Sonny and Cher
Honey and bears
you and i could be like Aladdin and Jasmine lets make
it happen

La La's

Babe
It's been 5 years since that special day
when I asked you on our first date
I guess it's safe to say

You and I
are better than Sonny and Cher
Honey and bears
You and I
Are better than Aladdin and Jasmine
We've made it happen

lalalalalala

Let me say
You look so beautiful on our wedding day

The Script - Nothing

Nothing
by : The Script






Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step i take leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if i go there now
I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time even though their slurred
Dialed her number and confess to her
I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing
I got nothing
I got nothing

How can I move on ?

"How can I move on when I'm still in love with you ?" Itu potongan lirik the man who can't bw moved - the script. Ya kalo versi gue sih " the girl who can't be moved" *haaaaah, apaan coba* ‎​​(¬_¬)

Back to topic....... Jadi gini, lo lo lo semua masih inget kan yah sama si itu tuh si "A" ? Pada tau ga ? Masa yah sampe sekarang gue belom bisa stop mikirin dia. Ya lo taulah gimana seringnya gue ketemu sama dia. Dari mulai kelas dia pindah di deket kelas gue, sering ketemu dikantin dan masih banyak lagi. Tau ga ? Gue bingung.bimbang.dilemma. *oke calm down*. Kenapa sih mau move aja susah bgt ? Gue udah coba beberapa kali, gue udah sampe ngapus semuanya tapi alhasil...........gue ga bisa ngelupain dia dan sampe suatu kejadian gue manggil pacar gue itu dengan sebutan nama si "A". Astaga, disitu gue sempet mikir, kasian pacar gue. Masa iya sekarang gue udah jadian sama dia, tp pikiran gue masih ke masa lalu aja. Gue ga habis fikir aja, kok bisa bisanya sih gue kaya gitu sama pacar gue sendiri ? Jelas jelas dia udah baik bgt sama gue, dia udah bisa nerima gue apa adanya dan apakah pantes balasan yang gue kasih ke dia kaya gitu ? Aaaaah (╥﹏╥)

Pokoknya sekarang gue harus bisa terbiasa tanpa si "A", inget ren.... Fendy mau dikemanain ? Dia udah dateng kehidup gue, dia udah coba bantu gue buat move on dan dari diri gue sendiri emang harus ada niatnya. I'm sorry for everything fen, I swear I'm gonna love you tilll the end.




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speechless

halooooooooooooooooooo.. lo lo lo semua tau ga ?kemaren gue dapet sms kaya gini dari pacar gue. jujur smsnya itu ngebuat gue ngefly banget, ngebuat gue ngerasa beryntung punya pacar kaya dia ♥♥♥

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 1STMONTH

Ya..... Hari ini moment special gue sama fendy. Ga terasa kita udah sebulan aja , perasaan baru jadian kemaren deh -_- Oke selama sebulan ini, susah seneng gembira sedih kita lewatin bareng bareng. Gue akuin fendy itu sabar banget gadepin orang kaya gue.Gue seneng punya sosok pacar kaya dia, ya gue fikir mungkin itu yang terbaik yang dikasih sama Allah. :3
Yap, walaupun gitu , kadang kadang sifat kekanak kanakan kita sering bgt keluar waktu berantem. Kadang malah enggak mau ngalah. Kejadian itu.......... muncul saat awak bulan ini..

1 OKTOBER 2011

Oke, gue akuin.. saat itu gue benerbener lagi ngedown. Gue keinget sama si "a" dan alhasil gue nangis danga ngasih kabar ke fendy. dia sms tp ga gue bales, dia telfon tp gue reject dan tiba tiba saat gue liat TL nya fendy............ lo tau apa yang terjadi ? dia ngeDM si "a" itu! Shocked bgt lah. gue langsung marah marah sama fendy. Gue sebel, bete, males! Akhirnya ada beberapa hari kita enggak komunikasian-______________- dan setelah itu dia yang pertama minta maaf ke gue .

11OKTOBER 2011

Si Fendy tiba tibaga ngabarin gue duluan, oke gue akhirnya cuma sms dia ngingetin semuanya dan itupun enggak ada respon dari dia, okelah... gue juga ga sms dia ga kasih kabar ke dia. Tiba tiba dia nelfon gue dan marah marah. apa coba -______- Sebenernya sempet gondok sih, tapi saat itu gue sabar sabarin aja


13 OKTOBER 2011
MANTANNYA FENDY SMS GUE............gue speechless.gue mau bilang fendy tapi gue takut. ya udah karna fendy itu pacar gue, dangue emang harus terbuka sama dia. Akhirnya gue kasih tau ke dia dan gue tau dari temennya fendy. He said "SHE'S STILL LOVING FENDY RE". Gue mau nangis. gatau harus gimana. Fendy akhirnya minta gue buat ketemuan sama mantannya itu, tapi gue gamau. Yaudah akhirnya dijelasin semuanya dan semuanya clear.
Gue baik lagi sama dia.

tanggal 14 dia sms gini




TODAY. 15 OKTOBER 2011.....

Awalnya gue bingung. kenapa tiba tiba dia jadi berubah kaya gini. Saat otw gue sama dia diemdieman aja. Dia bawa gue kerumah temennya, yaudah akhirnya kita disitu beberapa saat. Gue nunggu di dalem mobil dan saat di amasuk kemobil lagi, kita langsung pergi lagi. Gue gatau tuh dimana, pokoknya masih di daerah lebak bulus. Gue sama dia stop difoodcourt tuh. Oke setelah udah pesen makana, katanya si fendy mau ke mobil. ngambil barang yang ketinggalan....oke gut tunggu beberapa lama dia belom dateng juga. Hampir 20 menitan gue nungguin dia, tp dia belom balik juga. Disana gue bener bener serasa mau nangis, tapi malu. DAN tiba tiba......................................................... Fendy dateng bawa gitar sambil nyanyi, temenya bawa cup cake dari belakang. Disitu gue benerbener di buat ngefly bgt sama dia. SENENG, MAU NANGIS, TERHARU. campur aduk jadi satu. akhirnya gue nangis,terharu bgt. Fendy langsung meluk gue, dia cium kening gue :3

Fendy : " maaf aku cuma bisa kasih ini, aku bingung mau kasih kamu apa"

Gue :" .........................."

Fendy : " aku sayang kamu ren , bagi aku kamu segalanya"

Gue : " aku juga fen, aku ga mau kehilangan kamu. Aku mau kamu ada selamanya di kehidupan aku"*langsung meluk fendy*

YA TUHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HARI INI GUE BENER BENER NGERASA BERUNTUNG PUNYA PACAR KAYA FENDY.... FENDI ROMANTIS BGT.

DAN INI CUP CAKENYA............

FENDYALQA'S

Hellooooooo.......
Sekarang status SINGLE gue udah berakhir loh. hahaha
Jadi gini ceritanya, temen gue PILLA ngenalin gue sama temennya, namanya itu FENDY ALQADRI . Awalnya ya biasa aja, ngobrol biasa, becanda- bencanda biasa. Abis itu dia minta nomer gue, ngefollow twitter gue. Ya mulai dari itu deket deket daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan tanggal 15 SEPTEMBER kemarin dia nembak gue. Ya, gue sempetmikir mikir sih takutnya gimana gitu , tapi hati guebilang "kalo fendy itu orangnya serius" dan akhirnya gue sama dia jadian deh. Dia nyanyiin gue lagu "fix you - coldplay"( dan itu kenapa lagu di blog, gue ganti) . Penasaran ga fendy itu gimana ? Ya kalo menurut gue orangnya lucu , gemesin , asik , kocak , ngertiin gue dan dewasa. Dia bisa nerima gue apa adanya, dan gue sayang bgt bgt bgt sama dia. So, ini sosoknya fendy..........

the awkwardmoment

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....
sebenernya gue mau curhat dari kemaren-kemaren, tapi sayangnya gue mager bgt nulisnya. hehehehe . jadinya karna sekarang lagi ada mood nulis jadinya gue sempet sempetin deh buat nulis blog (oke berasa lo semua bakal mau baca blog gue aja yah). Selama liburan ini.... gue udah kata kalong aja, tidur pagi bangunnya siang. Hebat yah anak perempuan bangun jam segitu, siapa dulu doong. IRENE. eh tapi gaterasa lusa udah masuk dan kebiasaan NGALONG gue haris ilang, kalo enggak.....bisa mati berdiri gue( lebay ? no comment). gue bingung mau mulai cerita dari mana. Jadi dari awal liburan gue sama si Aswin itu udah jarang bgt komunikasiannya, jaraaang bgt malahan. Ya semenjak itu gue coba buat move on gue coba buat lupain dia tapi hasilnya nihil sama sekali.Semakin hari guesemakin coba buat moveon, gue harus bisa TANPA DIA, lama kelamaan gueakhirnya udah bisa move on walaupun ga full dan lo tau apa....... ? saat itu kira kira jam 02.30am gue ngetweet ... dan ini diaaaa













SHOCK GA? yang awalnya tiba tiba udah ga pernah ngetweet dan tiba tiba dia ngeretweet tweet gue, coba dia tau yah kalo gue kangen sama dia -_-
WELL......... gue bingung sih sebenernya mau cerita apalagi, abisan gak mungkin lah gue ceritain semuanya. gue ngantuk , byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

MY STORY...

Finally..... I have many enough time to write again because education not stop going on. lol.... This night..feel like ohmaigod i dont know why to explain it. SAD.BADMOOD.WANNA CRY. Gue gak tau harus cerita kesiapa lagi, semuaya enggak ngerti gimana perasaan gue sekarang. Gimana rasanya kalo ngerasain perasan yang lagi gue alamin sekarang. For the first time, gue fikir ini cuma perasaan yang sesaat aja, tapi lama kelamaan... Ya lo taulah gimana rasanya....

well..... semenjak kejadaian dirumah sakit itu ( oke ini semua terjadi karna ketololan dan kebegoan gue) gue ngerasa kalo sifat dia berubah, sebenernya sih beberapa hati sebelumnya emang udah berubah, tapi gue mulai ngerasa banget saat kejadian itu. Dia mulai berubah, totally berubah banget. Sekarang gini aja yah, kalo misalkan lagi suka sama seseorang at least kita tau banget ya gimana sifat orang yang kita sukain. dan tiba tiba yang awalnya akrab banget, care dan sekejab berubah DRASTIS! Kebayang ga gimana? pasti bakalan teras bgtbgt kan? PLEASE DEH.....gue tuh orangnya peka bgt kali. Udah beberapa hari ini gue tahan supaya gue enggak mulai bbm lo duluan, gue kira lo bakal ngeGREEET gue duluam. dan ternyata........ lo sama sekali enggak ngeGREET gue sama sekali. (#NGENES #BRBLOMPATDARILANTAI2 ).. oke , lo ngerasain ga sih perasaan gue gimana ? kangennya gue gimana sama lo ? PERNAH GA TERLINTAS SEDIKIT DI PIKIRAN LO .. ah tolol, gue speechless. ga bisa ngeluarin kata kata apalagi -____- terlalu banyak dia ninggalin kenangan yang emang benerbener buat gue happy banget. tapi sekarang ? wooooooooooooooow................ you're the reason why i always sad..

For the last.... kalo enggak salah itu hari minggu, ya sekitar jam 1 am kalo enggak salah, dia bbm gue. He said " woo, sombong yah udah gapernah bbm+sms kakak lagui" #HENING# gue bingung, sebenernya siapa yang sombong? emangnya harus ya gitu gue bbm + sms dia pertama kali ? Siangnya.. gue baru pulang dari rumah jablay gue si pilla, biasalah abis recoverin lagu.dan dia bbm gue, pokoknya banyaklah yang gue bicarain sama dia. Tiba-tiba dia mau denger gue nyanyi, oke gue vn lah ke dia. dan tiba tiba dia bbm gini " mau kakak nyanyiin lagu yang sama ga tapi pake gitar ? ". gue iyain ajalah tawaran dia... dan lo tau ga, mungkin ini pemikiran gue doang atau apalah gue pikir itu vn dari dia UNTUK TERAKHIR KALINYA. LO NYESEK GA ? SUMPAH GUE MAU NANGIS! mulai dar itu, gue lost contact sama dia. JUJUR GUE KANGEN, TAPI GUE GA MAU BBM DIA DULUAN.GUE PENGEN TAU DIA KANGEN GA SIH SAMA GUE ? dan sampai SEKARANG DIA GA BBM GUE SAMA SEKALI. GA NANYAIN KABAR GUE SAMA SEKALI....

OKE KESIMPULAN GUE : SUKA SAMA KAKAK KELAS ITU MAKAN HATI. JANGAN GAMPANG PERCAYA DEH , NANTI ADANYA LO BAKAL DISAKITIN.

In my dream :">

Dia dateng kerumah gue, ketemu nyokap. Keliatannya dia akrab sama nyokap. Saat itu juga dari arah dalam gue jalan menuju ke arah dia. Seperti biasa, dia membawa gitarnya. Senyum ke gue. Nyokap ninggalin gue berdua sama dia, dia dateng mau ngebantuin tugas aransemen lagu. Tapi tunggu... Dari mana dia tau ? tanpa basa basi, dia langsung bermain gitar. Yang jelas perasaan gue senang. tapi sayangnya........... Tadi cuma mimpi gue, dan sekarang gue jadi nangis gara gara mimpi itu. Kenapa yaAllah ?



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Smile. Crying in deepest heart

Sejak kejadian dirumah sakit, gue malah semakin ga karuan. Setelah gue pikir-pikir ulang tentang itu, entah setan idiot macam apa yang ngerasukin gue sampe gue punya nekat buat ngomong kaya gitu.
Setelah ngebaca tanggapan dia kaya gitu. Gue bingung. Gue harus gimana ? Gue harus ngapain ? Gue keabisan akal. Gue gatau harus gimana. Seharian ini gue cuma bisa diem, bengong, dengerin lagu, kadang pura pura selimutan padahal didalemnya gue nangis. Kadang kalo dia bbm, di isi bbmnya itu gue pura pura seneng, pura pura ketawa, pura pura enggak ada masalah. Nyatanya ? Gue nangis, gue ga kuat berpura-pura kaya gitu. Jujur, gue mau jujur ke dia, gue mau bilang kalo gue gak bisa kaya gini. Dia minta gue supaya hubungan gue ga jadi renggang gara gara hal ini, oke gue ikutin. Gue coba buat bersikap biasa ke dia, bersikap sama seperti awal gue kenal dia. Tapi dia ? apa dia ga sadar justru dia yang berubah! Dia ga seperti dia yang gue kenal dulu, dia yang selalu bikin gue ketawa sendirian kalo lagi bbman sama dia. Dia udah ga pernah nyapa gue duluan, udah jarang kasih kabar ke gue. oke, gue speechless, gatau harus ngomong dan nulis apa lagi. Kecewa. Bingung. Sedih.


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Like an idiot. Really!

Hallo, ini udah malem yah sebenernya, dan seharusnya dengan kondisi gue yang lagi di opname gini seharusnya gue udah tertidur lelap ya. Tapi nyatanya ? Gue ga bisa tidur sama sekali. Obatnya itu ga buat gue ngantuk sama sekali, sebenernya udah caper bgt ini. Well, besok ternyata udah puasa yah, dan dengan tololnya gue terbaring disini dan ga bisa ikut puasa. Sedih sih, tapi ya mau gimana lagi.
Oke, gue mau cerita. Tapi gue bingung mau dimulai darimana, oke jadi gini, masih inget kan sama ka aswin ka aswin itu ? Nah, tadi tuh gatau kenapa dengan polos dan mungkin ketololan gue yang gue punya, gue bilang kalo selama ini gue punya perasaan ke dia. *hening* *kenapa gue bego sih ? Kenapa gue harus kasih tau dia ?* *brb lepas infus loncat dr lantai 5* . Oke, dengan seluruh keberanian gue, gue send lah bbmnya itu kedia. Awalnya tulisannya masih "D", oke saat itu gue masih tenang. Tapi pas tulisannya udah "R" dan aswin is writting a message" gue mulai parno, salting, gataau harus gimana. #jleeeeeb
Dan balasannya itu adalah..... Kalo gue jelasin kayaknya terlalu kepanjangan yah. Yaa pokoknyaa gitu deh intinya, lain kali aja yah. Tangan gue udah sakit ini, nanti infusnya lepas. Night -_-


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You've changed !!

Hey, today july 28th 2011, rite ? Oh... Before I talk so much, I just wanna say " happy 1st failed anniversary harsye" . He's a really really good person and maybe I'm so stupid want to broke up with him. Yeah I think. Even though we broke up but he's always care about me. If I meet him I just wanna say " hello, thanks for everything, you learn me how to grow up.".


Okay, stop wrote about harsye, because actually he's never changed.. Lol.... Btw, do you remember about my senior ? Lately, I don't know why he's never care about me anymore. Though he was always care with me, he's always text me, make me smile, make me laugh when I'm texting with me. But now ? He has changed. Never text me anymore. I don't know why maybe he's lazy to text with me or maybe his gf angry if he care with me. But... I never hear if he has a girlfriend. So ? Why he's change lyke this ? I'm confused. If you read this, hey my senior... I've missed you for so long and I can't believe you gone. Everynight, I just asked to myself why he's like that. I always cry when I remember about him. I always cry when I read our conversation. Ohmy..... I can't believe. I miss you so, but I'm so scare to tell you about my feeling. So..... What will I do ?
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Monster day Щ(º̩̩́Дº̩̩̀щ)

Hallo hari ini gue telaat... Untungnya pager belom di tutup. Hahaha okeeey, awal pas gue naik ke atas, gue kageeeet.. You know something masa iya kelas dia pindah kesamping kelas gue . KELAS DIA PINDAH KE SAMPING KELAS GUE .... Aaduuuh gimana nih, gimana ? Gimana jadinya ? Gue jadi ga bisa keluar, gimana dong #panik

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Tragedi parkiran sekolah.....

Finally..... bisa lagi nulis di blog. Sebenernya sih dari kemarin juga sempet, tapi karena emang gue lagi deket sama si itu jadinya gak sempet deh.

Oke, gue punya cerita yang super duper bener bener bikin gue malunya kelewatan bgt yah. Kejadiannya itu Jumat 22 juli 2011. Letaknya di parkiran sekolahan gue,jadi gini hari itu bertepatan bgt sama ulang tahunnya temen gue laras, nah jadi pada saat pulang, gue pura pura tuh minta anterin laras ke kantin buat nuker duit, padahal sih aslinya pengen ngerjain dia. Nah udah tuh, pas gue jalan mau ke parkiran tiba tiba... Jreeeng !!! Do u know something ? Masa tiba tibaa gue diteriakin di parkiran " Cieeee Aswin.............." #jleeeeeeeb gue langsung malu, muka gue merah, salting. Dan itu bener bener kejadian yang ga pernah gue lupain. Ya gimana gue bisa lupa coba, itu di muka umum, di sekolah. Jujur sampe hari ini aja rasa malunya itu masih kerasa bgt. Dan lo tau kenapa semua ini bisa kaya gini, ternyata mereka kira kalo gue tuh pacaran sama aswin. MEREKA KIRA GUE PACARAN SAMA ASWIN. ( Sengaja diulang supaya makin tegang ) . Itu apaan coba, kalo deket sih gue sama dia emang deket, tapi kalo pacaran sih juga enggak yah.


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Tragedi kakak kelas

Gue mau cerita deh. Mau tau ga apa ? Ih masa gue suka sama kakak kelas. Iya bener kakak kelas. Dia anak ips . Gue sama dia emang lumayan udah deket sih, tapi bukan pdkt ya. Cuma deket biasa aja yah. Apalagi waktu gue denger suara nyanyi dia, waktu dia ngirimin voice note. Oh my... It's really really make me fall in love ... (Cieeee irene). Ah, suaranya itu loh, enak, lembut. Nyaman bgt kalo lagi bbman+smsan sama diaa. Gue seneng bgt. Ahahahaha :D

*oke calm down*
Tapi serius deh, gue tapi kalo ketemu sama dia disekolah masih malu malu kucing gitu, padahal mah kalo di sms atau bbm akrabnya bukan main. Udah enggak tau deh kayak apaan, pokoknya akrab bgt bgtan. Beda bgt sama waktu disekolah, kalo pas gue ketemu dia, gue selalu pura-pura sok sibuk, pura pura sok asik ngobrol banyak deh . Pokoknya pura pura enggak engeh kalo ada dia, padahal mah dari jauh gue udah liat ada dia. Gue ini salting atau apa sih ? Ih, tolooong dong . Hahahha
Doain aja ya semoga gue jadian sama dia . #eaaaa irene ngarep bgt .
Ini ceritaku, ceritamu ?




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Back to...

Holiday is over. I'm so fucking damn! I need more holiday. Again again.... I'm so tired to school ._____.
Eh iya gue udah pernah cerita belom sih, jadi selama liburan ini gue kan gak ketemu tuh sama dia, dan you know something ? Masa perasaan gue udah biasa aja gitu ke dia. Enggak tau kenapa bisa bisa udah nothing gitu hahahaha. Tapi kalo gue ketemu dia yaaa masih salting lah, salting itu wajar kan ? Eh iya dan satu lagi yang bikin gue seneng bangeeet. Dia enggak sekelas sama gue ‎​​​°\(^▿^)/° \(´▽`)‎​​​°\(^▿^)/ . Gue ga tau harus seneng atau apalah. Oke calm down ren, calm down.
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A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

LIKE WE USED TO
by : ARTTM





I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me
Sharing pillows and cold feet
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat
Under blankets and warm sheets

If only I could be in that bed again
If only it were me instead of him

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts?
When you've seen it a million times

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to "Purple Rain"?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

14 months and 7 days ago
Oh, I know you know how we felt about that night
Just your skin against the window
But we took it slow and we both know

It shoulda been me inside that car
It should have been me instead of him in the dark

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?

Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to 'Purple Rain'?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

I know, love
(Well, I'm a sucker for that feeling)
Happens all the time, love
(I always end up feeling cheated)
You're on my mind, love
(Oh sorta let her when I need it)
That happens all the time, love, yeah

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?

Can you promise me if this was right?
Don't throw it all away

Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to

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What the.... Kebangun pas lagi tidur itu enggak enak banget. Apalagi kalo jam segini .____. Sendirian dikamar, uring uringan kaya orang bego. Oke, jujur sih gue kangen sama anak anak X2, mereka hari ini bakalan perpisahan ke puncak, dan gue gak ikuuuut :"( nyesek ga tuh ? Iyalah nyesek.. Padahal pengen bgt ikuuut , tp karna nenek gue lagi sakit ya udahlah gpp.

Ga terasa 3 hari ga ketemu dia dan gue kangeeeen banget, tp gak tau deh dia kangen apa enggak sama gue. Aaah sumpah kangen, pengen banget yang namanya ngeliat dia, dibikin ketawa sama tingkah konyolnya dia. Pengen banget yaAllah (˘̩̩̩.˘̩ƪ) .

Just for you

listen to me for not more than a minute

let me find a word that depict a moment

moment to share, moment to just giving

without ask any return

I'd like we have a very long talk

about our very long journey before eventually we met

i want you to make a wonderful story or even poem

telling me what your life going through

because i am kindly dislike you to share it with another stranger

who don't care or don't deserve to listen

because of me, because only i am who would listen carefully

to what you said, to your suggest or command

I don't like you sharing it into your active social network

because the world won't understand what you've been experienced

just tell me,,tell me the truth without lying

i would be so glad if you think i am the best one who would listen

don't worry, cos i will always in the same place from where you usually see

i 'll keep waiting

my self keep standing

for you, the priciest one who deserve to be wait

#randomvoice

love,

irene

CINTAPUCCINO

"Pernah kebayang enggak sih sama lo, Lin ? Nimo yang dari SMA gue obsesiin setengah mati yang gue sendiri enggak tau kenapa perasaan gue enggak pernah berubah sama dia. Nimo yang untuk pertama kalinya gue ngeliat dia kalo gue tau gue bakal cinta mati sama dia Lin, tapi dia enggak tau itu.Dan sekarang tiba-tiba dia dateng pas gue mau kawin sama Raka. Dimana gue udah mikir hidup gue bakal sempurna banget karna gue punya cowok kaya Raka. Terus tiba tiba dia bilang kalo dia sayang sama gue, kalo dia nyariin gue selama ini dia cinta sama gue" - CINTAPUCCINO

#Dear YOU

what the hell............... Mau lo apa sih ? Mau lo tuh sebenernya apa ? Udah dua hari nyuekin gue abis abisan. Gak nyapa gue abis abisan. Tatapan muka iya. Ketemu dia ? Seringlah orang satu kelas !! Tapi , buat nyapa atau sekedar say hello doang enggak!. Yaampun bener bener keterlaluan banget yaaah..... Kenapa sih lo kaya gini sama gue ? Selalu dateng abis itu langsung pergi gitu aja, tanpa sebab... Salah gue apa sih ? Apa gue salah suka sama lo ?
Sumpah ya, gue gak abis pikir banget lo tega gini sama gue. Lo tau ga apa yang gue rasain ? Lo tau gak gimana sakitnya gue dengan sifat lo yang kaya gini ? Kalo emang mau lo cuma kaya gini, mending dari awal aja kita gak pernah kenal, gak pernah deket. Sakit tau.. Coba deh bayangin , gimana perasaan lo kalo ada di posisi gue ? Diberi harapan dan diberi embel embel palsu dibelakangnya. Ngenes bgt kan? SANGAT !!

Gue bener-benr keabisan akal, kayak orang bego. Gue enggak tau harus gimana? apa harus ngelupain lo dan move on atau harus nunggu gak jelas kayak gini ? ?

"LO GAK TAU KALO GUE GAK BISA LUPAIN LO DAN GUE GAK MAU KEHILANGAN LO"

#Dear YOU

Dear you, why don't you reply my feeling? it's so hurt.

Dear you, why don't you love me? it's so painful.

Dear you, have you ever remember me like I remember you? it's so sad.

Dear you, have you ever miss me like I miss you? it's so sick.

Dear you, what's wrong if I want to be by your side? but I'm wondering how.

Dear you, is it so weird if I love you? it's so fantastic.

PARIS :D I WANNA LIVE IN THERE

bonjour! I wanna post something about Paris. if you hear someone say "Paris", I know you certainly think about Eiffel tower, or Notre Dame. but,in Paris,many place that you can visit.for example,you can visit Arc de triomphe de I'Étoile. Arc de triomphe is be located in Chaillot hill.Arc de triomphe is so beautiful and popular. although I never go to Arc de triomphe,but when I saw it in the photo,I like it.Arc de triomphe was finished after people build it during 2 years.oh ya,the meaning of Arc de triomphe is victory gate.because,the people build it after Napoleon Bonaparte win the war.i wanna go to Paris and see Arc de triomphe :-)
next,Seine river is the interesting place,too.Seine river is beautiful and amazing. Seine river split Paris city to be 2 part: North Paris and South Paris. "Seine" is originated by Latin language,Sequanus.
besides Arc de triomphe and Seine river,many place in Paris that you can visit.but I don't want to post it now because I'm tired haha-_-. i wish someday i can go to Paris and see many interesting place.because, Paris is my dream since i was child.i always wish and hope if someday i can go to Paris.if i can do it,it's mean i can reach my dreams!yeah haha.i still do my habit since i was child: always dreaming about Paris.it's happens until now haha-_-.i hope i just not dreaming about Paris,but i hope i can make my dreams to be real,AMIN. i know someday i can go to Paris! yeah i know i can do it! :-D

Eiffel tower in the evening.so beautiful :-)

i wished i can go to Eiffel tower to see the fireworks

a girl in Eiffel tower.i love her style and her clothes!
a couple at Eiffel tower in the night.so romantic haha :-)

HOLIDAAAY............. I'M COMMING :D

my fucking exam is end... Oh my... I'm really happy because i never ever wake up early morning for some weeks... WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!
Btw, i'll miss him so much , can we holiday together babe ? *ah LOL!! I'M SO FCKIN LOVE WITH HIM *

back to topic dude.....

I'll do everythings... everyday full of browsing, playing, singing, uploading, reading and hang out. or maybe i'll go with him for one day. yeah i wish :)

DAMN!!! Hair Tutorials

One of my favorite bloggers, JOANNA GODDART been posting quite a lot hair tutorials. Very useful when you have medium to long hair and completely useless for a girl who just cut her hair rather short (read: yours truly).

Speaking of which, I originally wanted a pixie cut. I really really really wanted a pixie cut. And I’ve heard numerous things from numerous people, most of them had this "disapproving" look on their faces. I have rather chubby cheeks and a square jaw and not a very pointy chin. I love Jessica Stroup’s pixie cut. I think it’d suit my much better, especially since I’d love to style it. 10 minutes before cutting my hair, my husband forbade me to do pixie cut *supersadface*. He doesn't want his hair longer than mine. Gah!!! So, my hair now is just plain classic short bob, the shortest I could get. Boo! I hope someday he'd change his mind!! *fingerscrossed* #istillhavehope #believe.

Jessica Stroup

Back to topic, hair tutorials... so I'm going to try these chic hairstyles once my hair grows long (again)! What do you think? Which one your favorite?

Messy French Bun

Braided Top Bun

Messy Side Ponytail

Holiday Hair

Hair Knot

A Braided Crown

so freaking cute outfits

Have I mentioned I love her style?

Pemberi Harapan Palsu

Itu judul yang bener bener spontan banget...

Lagi dengerin lagu tiba tiba di otak gue ada lewat kata -kata" Pemberi Harapan Palsu itu enggak punya perasaan banget"
Ya beneeeer.. mereka gak punya perasaan banget. Tega-teganya memberi harapan yang membuat kita berandai-andai dan tega-teganya memberi embel "PALSU" dibelakang harapan itu . Kurang ajar bener kan.................

BACA AJA LIRIK LAGU INI

RAPUH (Joeniar Arief)

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
pakai lapisan tipis air yang beku
Sentuhan lembut kan hancurkan aku

Walaupun cinta tak sempurna
menghampiriku seketika
Ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
masih terasa luka dimasa lalu
Ku pernah mencintai sepenuh hati
Namun cinta itu pergi lagi

Dan ku terluka luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

Kau ingin tunjukan kepada dunia
tak hanya ada karena masa lalu
tapi masih ada harapan bagi yang baru

Kau tawarkan ku sejuta harapan
namun kenangan itu tak pernah hilang
Ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku

Kau tak tahu betapa rapuhnya aku
masih terasa luka dimasa lalu
Ku pernah mencintai sepenuh hati
Namun cinta itu pergi lagi

Dan ku terluka luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

Kau datang bagai hujan
basahi tanah hati
Tapi kau lihat sediri luka iniii…

Dan ku terluka luka membekas
Bekas membuat, buat selamanya
Selamanya ku
Ku kan selalu
Ku kan selalu rapuh

"…kau tawarkan ku sejuta harapan namun kenangan itu tak pernah hilang dan ku ingin kau tahu betapa rapuhnya aku…"

Harapan semu…

Ketika dia datang dalam hidupku. Sejuta harapan selalu memenuhi memoriku. Dia
memberikannya dengan mudah seperti mengobral harapan dan ternyata
harapan itu palsu. Kucoba untuk tetap bertahan, tapi akhirnya ku rapuh
jua. Beribu harapan tertimbun hingga ku tak kuasa menopangnya. Kau
membuatku melambung jauh di awan-awan. Sekejap kau jatuhkan diriku
dalam puing-puing reruntuhan hati. Kejam…

Kenapa harapan itu kau berikan padaku?!? Toh..akhirnya sirna, bagai matahari yg ditelan bumi dalam senja sore.

Mungkin aku terlalu melankolis. Mungkin aku terlalu membebani pikiranku…

Benar-benar rapuh… hatiku yg lembut menjadi sembab karena goresan luka…

Perihh…

*speechless
*bingung
*gak tau harus nulis apa




~sekian beybeeh~

Question about heart.

"i love you..."

That's the last sentence that came from his mouth just view minutes before to me. At that moment, i was thinking to say, "i love you too.."

But then, i was thinking again. If i say that, will it be enough? For him, maybe that's all he wants to hear.

But for me, it's not enough..

I've said it to one person before. I thought it was enough. But then, it doesn't even mean anything now.

For this guy, that already gave his soul for me.. his heart.. Should i say the same thing to this guy as the word that i've said to the previous person?

I don't think so.

I think the words, "i love you too" is not enough to express what i feel.

But the problem is, i can't find the right words to say to him.

Should i say, "i'm all about you baby.." ?

Umm, No. It's to bias for me and i'm just too idealist to say that.

There's no such of thing like that.

There's "i'm all about..me." hahaha.

Enough of idealistic.

I still can't find the proper words for him.

Not that i don't love him, or don't appreciate what he feels to me.

I do love him.

It's just, i think it's not enough for me.

He's worth more than that.

I've learnt. From my prev relationship, i was like all about him. But then i realize, it blinds me.

All about someone... is not good.

For this guy, i feel..it's not just love.

It's worth more than that.

I don't feel that i have to be with him.

I just feel that, i will be happy with him.

I think it's good not to be all about someone. Cause by not all about someone, you wont feel too much.

Vice versa, you will feel that you don't have to be with him. No push of anything.

But, by feel that you don't have to, you will find the honesty of your own feeling.. of your own heart.

That's what i feel for him.

I'm free of being who i am. Free to control my own heart.

And my heart is telling me that,

i will be happy with him.

But another question remains.

Is this enough for him?

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YaTuhaaaaaaan.... Gue gak bisa lagi ngebohongin perasan gue terus-terusan. Jujur capek banget kalo terus terusan begini. Apa dia enggak sama sekali memperdulikan perasaan gue sedikitpun ? Apa dia enggak pernah respect sama perasaan gue ? Apa dia enggak coba sedikitpun berfikir gimana perasaan gue ? Percaya atau tidak semakin hari perasaan cinta gue buat lo masih besar, walaupun tidak bisa dipikir dengan logika. Sudah terlalu banyak waktu yang gue buang hanya buat memikirkan dia. Siang dan Malam. Atau bisa dibilang SETIAP SAAT.

Tuhan, bisakah Kau sampaikan perasaanku ini terhadapnya, kemudian Kau juga berikan dia perasaaan yang sama seperti aku mencintainya ?

Atau Bagaimana kalau gue mencoba melupakannya ? Ah udah gue bilang, gue ga bisa. Mau dicoba beberapa kali pun gue tetep gak bisa. Tolooong Tuhan.... Untuk kali ini saja bantu aku.