50 Best Things in Life

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the Super Wal-Mart.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake.
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach.
18. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Falling in love for the first time.
27. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
28. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
29. Your first kiss.
30. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
31. Playing with a new puppy.
32. Late night talks with your roommate that keep you from sleeping.
33. Having someone play with your hair.
34. Sweet dreams.
35. Hot chocolate.
36. Road trips with friends.
37. Swinging on swings.
38. Watching a good movie cuddled up on a couch with someone you love.
39. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking eggnog.
40. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
41. Going to a really good concert.
42. Getting butterflies in your stomach every time you see that one person.
43. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
44. Winning a really competitive game.
45. Making chocolate chip cookies!
46. Having your friends send you homemade cookies!
47. Spending time with close friends!
48. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
49. Holding hands with someone you care about.
50. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.

i dont feel right when you're gone away with her :'(

hallo blogku tersayang :) apa kabar sayang ? maaf yah baru sempet nulis, soalnya baru ada waktu.
Gy, masih inget kan tentang mr.smile ? kalian tau enggak ? Waktu terakhir latihan LDKS, ternyata dia jadian sama kakak kelas ! loh kok gitu ? jadi selama ini lo hanya kasih harapan kosong gitu ? heh sampaaaah !! kenapa sih lo kasi harapan kosong ?

DO YOU FEEL THE SAME ?
gue udah terlau sakit sama semua kebohongan lo ?
APA LO SADAR ?
seandainya lo jadi gue, lo akan tau seberapa sakitnya gue tau ini semua.

Hey , gue enggak minta banyak ! gue cuma mau lo sadar, lo hargai orang yang udah sayang sama lo. Dan please lo jangan terlalu kasih harapan ke orang ! gue takut lo kena karma.

JUJUR ! sekarang gue ngerasa kaya orang bego!

Tapi kalo di inget inget lagi pertama kali kita ketemu, perama kalo lo senyum ke gue ! dan lo sering senyum ke gue, gue jadi luluh dan hilang semua rasa kesel gue ke lo. ayo ireneeeeeeeeee ! lo harus MOVE ON ! buat apa nunggu hal yang enggak pasti !

LIFE MUST GO ON, DEAR !

lo harus yakin pasti ada seseorang yang lebih baik dari dia :')




I'm confused
very confused
I love him
yes , really love him
but
he now changed
far from what I want
after me and him back together again
he be easy to say the phrase "separation"

I'm sad
I hate this kind b****
what I'm feeling this, right?

I really really just love him
I do not want to lose b****
I do not want to see other women with b****
What I'm selfish?
no or yes?

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Jika seorang wanita menangis dihadapanmu,
Itu berarti dia tak dapat menahannya lagi.

Jika kamu memegang tangannya saat dia menangis,
Dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.

Jika kamu membiarkannya pergi,
Dia tidak akan pernah kembali lagi menjadi dirinya yang dulu.
Selamanya….

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Kecuali didepan orang yang amat dia sayangi.
Dia menjadi lemah.

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu,
Dia akan menurunkan rasa egoisnya.

Lelaki, jika seorang wanita pernah menangis karena mu,
Tolong pegang tangannya dengan pengertian.

Dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.

Lelaki, jika seorang wanita menangis karenamu.
Tolong jangan menyia-nyiakannya.

Mungkin karena keputusanmu, kau merusak kehidupannya.

Saat dia menangis didepanmu,
Saat dia menangis karnamu,

Lihatlah matanya….

Dapatkah kau lihat dan rasakan sakit yang dirasakannya?

Pikirkan….

Wanita mana lagikah yang akan menangis
dengan murni, penuh rasa sayang,
Didepanmu dan karenamu……

Dia menangis bukan karena dia lemah
Dia menangis bukan karena dia menginginkan simpati atau rasa kasihan

Dia menangis,
Karena menangis dengan diam-diam tidaklah memungkinkan lagi.

Lelaki

Pikirkanlah tentang hal itu

Jika seorang wanita menangisi hatinya untukmu,
Dan semuanya karena dirimu.

Inilah waktunya untuk melihat apa yang telah

Hanya kau yang tahu jawabannya….

Pertimbangkanlah

Karena suatu hari nanti

Mungkin akan terlambat untuk menyesal,
Mungkin akan terlambat untuk bilang ‘MAAF’!!

People will forget what you said, People will forget what you did

But people will not forget, How you made them feel

yeah gue sebuah situs yang mengatakan
"janganlah menangis kerana cinta tak berbalas mungkin dia bukanlah jodoh yang telah ditetapkan."




I will be a strong woman
and
I will not cry when my boyfriend left me

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It’s personal: myself and I
We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do
And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don’t cry




I dont know what happiness is and how. now i knew one thing there's no more happiness for me.

They dont know
They dont care
I know they such a backstabber
I know they didnt like me

What can i do?
I need them
I love them but i hate the way they treat me

Patience is the key, just try to keep smiling everyday everytime. i try to be a tough girl:')

I don't know what i feel ya, i feeling so weird when i see your facebook. i can't lie that i miss you so much, but why i must feel this way now?i'm so stupid girl. now, you have totally forget me. i'm not regret about it, i just can't accept it now. may i still miss you if you have already a girlfriend?maybe yes. just as bestfriend ofcourse. maybe you never miss me again since you found your new love. honestly, i really happy for that but the happiness come from my deepest heart. not from my feel because i started losing you. hm it's not mean to be i still loving you but just remember you. our old memories played on my mind, don't be misunderstanding okay.

I have lovedand I have lost, I have turned, and I have tossed, I have listened, and I have watched. I've gave into this for long enough, I have lost, and I have loved. Sleep has stolen far too much. So don't close your eyes, not just yet. Sleep is just a cousin of death

I've said it before, and I'll say it again.If you think you're alive then you're better off dead. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. If you think you're alive then you're better off. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. If you think you're alive then you're better off deadI've said it before, and I'll say it again. If you think you're alive then you're better off dead. I can promise you one thing, death will take us all

I can promise you one thing, you will die alone. Death is a promise,

Terlarang untuk diingat, takut untuk dilupakan, sungguh sulit menjalaninya.


That's why gue setuju banget sama apa yang dibilang (alm) Antoine de Saint-Exupery di salah satu novelnya yang berjudul "The Little Prince" atau yang dalam bahasa aslinya "Le Petite Prince" (Perancis).

"Karena apa yang penting, tidaklah terlihat"

Hell yeah, aku benar-benar merasakan yang namanya kehilangan, kehilangan siapa ? tentunya kehilangan orang yang aku sayangi, jujur saja aku memang ngga menyayanginya tapi aku suka sama dia, sebulan kita dekat, dia hampIr saja membuatku lupa akan mantanku itu, tapi sekarang ? dua minggu kita miss.com dan itu membuatku benar-benar rapuh.


How I wish my brain works like a computer. Press F1 and you’ll get a step by step instruction of how to deal with your problems.

I don’t need encouragement, I need someone to show me the way.

Am I oke? Am I will be fine? Be strong, maybe?

hey you mr. complete package, I know you are there out there. waiting for the right time for me. I've got a sense of "yes, you are the person I was looking over the years". that "click" it just happened and never happened to anyone other than

I know you are aware of us, but we do not have the courage to risking our comfortable relationship and i beg you to not search anyone anymore soon, because we both know who we're looking for and my feelings never change for you.




:ps: if you read this someday, please tell me

being crazy lately

i know something today, but i dont know how to react. should i sad? or happy? or even dont care? i think i choose the last one.

In front of the person you LOVE, your heart beats faster
but in front of the person you LIKE,you get happy.
In front of the person you LOVE,winter seems like spring
but in front of the person you LIKE,winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you LOVE, you blush
but if you look into the eyes you LIKE, you smile.
In front of the person you LOVE, you can’t say everything on your mind
but in front of the person you LIKE,you can even say wats on his mind
In front of the person you LOVE, you tend to get shy
but in front of the person you LIKE,you can show your ownself.
You can’t look straight into the eyes of the one you LOVE
but you can always smile into the eyes of the one you LIKE.
When the one you LOVE is crying, you cry with them
but when the one you LIKE is crying,you end up comforting.
The feeling of LOVE starts from the eye
but the feeling of LIKE starts from the ear.
So if you stop liking a person you used to LIKE
all you need to do is cover your ears
But if you try to close your eyes
LOVE turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever

MY PAST

I know I'm not the only one for you
I know I'm not that valuable in your life
I know we will never be able to laugh and joke together again
I know that our relationship had broken
but why do you always be the one for me?
why are you always so valuable in life?
why do I always hoped we could be like it used to be?
together, laughing, joking, spend time like that
that's what I expect. JUST THAT!
now, I can only weep, wasting away my tears just for you!



♥


yes, I know
I was nothing in your life
I know, now you makes my heart open
your my only hope
I know you would never know about these feelings
because I was afraid, if I tell you later about these feelings to you, then you will stay away from me
I don't want it all happen
with the vengeful feelings may be enough
I just want to be your friend, perhaps more than that
but it is not possible, because I was afraid of losing you
I love you not as a friend
I really admire about you
I was afraid to expect more
but my dream, I hope you know about these feelings and you responded to my heart much more happy than this.

aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti

Coba coba katakan kepadaku bahwa kita sedang berjalan menuju satu alasan. Janganlah kau katakan bila kita memang tak ada tujuan dari apa yang dijalankan. Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan. Terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa. Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti. Lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..
Coba coba katakan kepadaku sekali lagi bila kita memang benar akan kesana, Buktikan dan buat aku percaya bahwa kita bisa mewujudkan bahagia..Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan. Terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa. Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti. Lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

Ohh.. Oh.. Habis sudah semua rangkai kata.. Telah terungkap semua yang kurasa.. Yang kuingin akhir yang bahagia.. hoo..

Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan. Terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa. Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti. Lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka.. Aku tak ingin terus terdiam memandangi harapan. Terlena akan manis cinta dan berujung kecewa. Aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti. Lebih baik kita menangis dan terluka hari ini..

Wohoho.. Dudududu…
Wohoho.. Dudududu…

Yang ku inginkan..Satu tujuan..Sebuah kenyataan..Bukan impian..Bukan harapan..Bukan alasan..Satu kepastian..

Coba katakan..Coba katakan..Coba katakan..Coba katakan..



Gy, tau enggak kenapa post ini gue kasih title "aku tak ingin terus menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti" karna ya gitu. sekarang hubugan gue lag di gantung sama seseorang yang gue sukain dikelas. gue juga nulis lagunya biar kalo suatu saat lo buka blog gue dan lo sadar #MR.SMILE :')
Aku capek Gy kalo harus di gantungin gini, dia kasih harapan yang enggak pasti Gy :( aku enggak mau terus terusan begini, tapi............ gimana Gy, setiap saat gue ketemu sama dia, satu sekolah sama dia bahkan sekelas.
kadang kadang aku capek terus terusan simpen bahkan pendam perasaan ini :'( tangisan dan senyuman, semuanya udah aku kasih. Tiap kali gue liat tinggah lo yang lucu itu pasti gue selalu tersenyum, tapi setiap gue inget gimana cara lo ngegantungin gue, gue selalu nangis . gue enggak mau nunggu yang enggak pasti dari lo. My life must go on. Gue mau yang pasti Mr.Smile !! gue harap lo ngerti :')