MY PAST

I know I'm not the only one for you
I know I'm not that valuable in your life
I know we will never be able to laugh and joke together again
I know that our relationship had broken
but why do you always be the one for me?
why are you always so valuable in life?
why do I always hoped we could be like it used to be?
together, laughing, joking, spend time like that
that's what I expect. JUST THAT!
now, I can only weep, wasting away my tears just for you!



♥


yes, I know
I was nothing in your life
I know, now you makes my heart open
your my only hope
I know you would never know about these feelings
because I was afraid, if I tell you later about these feelings to you, then you will stay away from me
I don't want it all happen
with the vengeful feelings may be enough
I just want to be your friend, perhaps more than that
but it is not possible, because I was afraid of losing you
I love you not as a friend
I really admire about you
I was afraid to expect more
but my dream, I hope you know about these feelings and you responded to my heart much more happy than this.